narratives of incarceration_1_
"All right, he has now put me in my cell. My name is John Mills, 21, black male, prison...
I wanted to be a police officer, you know what I'm saying?
When I was smaller, I used to think about that all the time, be a police officer.
All the sirens and loud noises and blue lights and stuff....
I know my life just took a big turn somewhere. I just don't know where.
...and I started getting in trouble, kicked off the bus, kicked out of school...
And then when I turned 15, I robbed a store.
Yeah, I'm — I don't think I'm fully recuperated... don't know.
I mean, I look at it like this: I'll always be someone able to rob you...
shoot your house up, take your car, cash a check.
You know, I'll always be that person, I believe.
Can't nothing change this.
It'll always be a memory.
Sometimes I can still remember my first night in prison. I cried like a baby, man.
That's all I did, walk around in circles and cry in my room.
I felt like I was in a cage. You know, I couldn't get out.
Once they turned out the lights, it's pitch black and there's so much yelling going on,
it made me feel I was just sick, I was real sick.
One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten — that's ten months. I got five years left.
Being in prison, I mean, it's like playing a tape back or something, the same thing over and over again. Nothing changes, nothing at all.
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Adriana, 24, architecture student.
Invited outsider, enjoying a cup of tea. (...)
...In the meantime, I search for prints or traces, imagining eventualities in the story of any subject, object, or substance… and for them, I compose a narrative with different settings and moments of convergence…
This is my thesis; thanks for letting me participate.
are you joining our section?...or just the blog? it would be great to have your input on mondays!
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